Read a really interesting article about Saturn Returns. Basically the screwed up not-puberty that you go through when you turn & into your 30’s. Which, while I am approaching 32, totally explains the past 2 year evolution. I still feel really bad about giving my hubby crap for having a “I’m 30” breakdown when he turned. 11 months later, I was doing the same thing. At least there is a cosmic reasoning for all of it.